Antibiotify

Had sort of a three days rest last friday in the hospital. I only told two person about this, so for those who do not know, sorry for not informing. Wouldn't want you guys to be worried.

At midnight, i knew i could no longer stand the fever and the uneasiness that i have to go through every night and day. Was having fever for the past whole week before that. Ironically, the fever only comes around evening time and also midnight. But the flu in the morning and afternoon is just bleh. Well, got lecture from my parents instead for not taking care of myself well, sleeping late and also for not taking medicine consistently. Its not like i want to but i have a test and a drama to present. Couldn't just leave my classmates to die. So yeah, gave up on the night after everything is over. I had to though. Have to get well before i go to Indonesia.

Studied chemistry and also applied maths in the hospital. Actually i can't really concentrate but there's another upcoming test. Ohhh, did i mention that the hospital have got good food? Yummy. Its Gleneagles. They've got a variety of food from western, chinese, malay and indian. I get to pick my choice of food everyday but the sad thing is that i can't enjoy the food because of my throat.

Have been studying and resting at home this week. I have to even give the sound training a pass. Really need to recuperate this body before next week. Because, going to have another great and busy week. Looking forward to it.

P/s: Do keep me in prayer because up till now, i've only got 85% of my voice back.

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Sick & more sick

Its a terrible virus spreading season lately. I was just fine about two days ago and here i am, feeling like a corpse.

Fever, Flu, Sorethroat, No voice... You name it, i have it. Being sick is just an awful feeling. I feel as if i've wasted my time and one day of holiday just lying on my bed sleeping and more sleeping. No, i don't want to sleep that much because i have to study and do my assignments but the spirit is willing, yet the body is not.

Went for lunch in Qb to celebrate Amanda's birthday. You can guess which amanda because i'm not going to put her surname here. =)

My mum only gave me panadolss and chlorophyll drink. So during dinner, i drove to McD and got myself porridge and also filet-o-fish. Did you know that the mcd.fm or mcd radio plays really nice songs? Some which we can hear it on normal radio stations but there are also some unknown songs which are really nice. One thing bad about it is that they don't introduce the songs to their listeners. Find one fine afternoon and just sit in mcd to listen to the songs they play. Highly recommended.

I've made a deal with ting. That is, whoever owns a mini cooper first will have to drive the other person around penang. Cool? Big dream but i guess sometimes its good to have a dream, no? Mini cooper is so cute and...expensive. Lol.

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National Language

Saya akan cuba blog dalam Bahasa Melayu kerana mungkin cara ini boleh memperbaiki BM saya yang telah lama tidak guna. Sila maafkan semua struktur ayat di sini ataupun imbuhan yang saya gunakan. Mentah mentahlah sudah lama tak cakap dalam BM.

Malam ini adalah malam yang tak berproduktif kerana saya telah menghabiskan masa saya membuat perkara yang amatlah tidak berfaedah seperti bermain pet society, tengok gambar indonesia di internet, baca blog kawan-kawan, bercakap dengan kawan dan banyak lagi. Perasaan saya sekarang macam sangat sedih tetapi sebenarnya bukan kerana saya cuma berasa amatlah tidak ada harapan kerana ada banyak benda yang perlu saya buat tetapi satu pun tak sentuh lagi. Bagus. Saya mestilah menarik diri saya keluar dari perasaan ini kerana mood ini memang amat membabikan. Memudaratkan juga.

Saya rindu masa kat sekolah menengah sekarang kerana dulu selalu bertutur dalam BM. Walaupun bukan BM yang 100% kerana saya campur dengan Bahasa Inggeris tetapi syiok. Boleh ekspress bermacam-macam reaksi yang tidak boleh dibuat dalam satu bahasa sahaja. Selalu menukar perkataan BI ke BM dengan menambah imbuhan seperti mengestresskan.

Dengan duka citanya, saya mengumumkan bahawa BM saya telah berkarat.

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Procastination

List of things to do:

1. 6/3/09
Due date for my Probability & Statistics assignment.

2. 12/3/09
Dad's Birthday. Supposed to plan how to celebrate it for him since its going to be his 60th.

3. 13/3/09
- English drama.
- Probability & Statistics test.
- Due date for Applied Mathematics & Chemistry assignment. (Didn't even touch yet)

4. 19/3/09
Chemistry test.


5. 24/3/09 - 30/3/09
Indonesia mission trip.


6. 30/3/09
Applied Maths test.


7. 1/4/09
Physics 3 test.Yeah, i'm trying hard to make myself love physics.

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B²

I'm blogging less and less. I know, don't rub it in readers. *winks*

Too many things are going on and i have so much to say till i don't know which one should i pick to blog about. I can't blog about everything. That would make me a full time blogger, no? Maybe its not too bad to just sit at home and blog about everything under the sun. But i think i have a life which is far more interesting than this. ;P


I watched this movie last Monday and i find it nice. I like it. I'm not here to story tell about the plot of this story but just what i felt when i was watching it. A lot of people are afraid of growing old and also experiencing death. If you do not know by now, we will all die one day. Its just the matter of when. =) We are so terrified of having wrinkles on our face and slowly losing our capability of doing things. Sometimes we would wish that time will just stop and we will forever remain young, youthful and full of energy all the time. Maybe you don't feel this way but as for myself, I do. I told Nicky before that i don't like growing old. I don't want to be 19. I wish i'm 16 this year because life would be much easier. But after I watched this movie, i realised that if God were to made us grow younger, things will still be the same. We will still be worried about this and that. For example, Brad Pitt could not accept it that his daughter will grow older while he is growing younger. How is it possible for him to take care of her? How is it possible for her to look up to him as a father?

There are questions to everything but its not necessary that we have answers to all of it. Just one step at a time...

“Life can only be understood looking backward. It must be lived forward.”

“We’re all going the same way. We’re just taking different roads to get there, that’s all. You’re on your own road.”

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